why living a straight edge, vegitarian life style is PROFOUNDLY logical, and brilliant... its like, now that ive learned all the little details, i see why i would of been luckier, or better off, if i just followed that fad for its coolness.. isntead of having to find out the FACTS the hard way.... take care of your liver people.. take care of your ( Read more... )

hey yall, its been awhile.. ive just been hanging with my girl 24/7.. going through all the things of a serious relationship.. pretty gnarly.. but anyway, life hit me with something.. and its obligitory that i try my best to explain it here on LJ. ok.. where to begin.. so i was drawing right.. and i had a ruler.. and a pen. and i was messing with ( Read more... )

so like.. ive gotten on here many times, and complained and talked mad shit about little frivolous things in my social life. ive also gotten on here a few times and expressed some.. i dunno, deeper, more compassionate thoughts. and yeah.. id just like to say that im really worried about our earth. so much crazy shit is going on... i mean its not ( Read more... )

so today, i was like.. thinking a lot and stuff.. and uhh yeah.. hard to kinda describe the whole shebang without taking a really long time. the point is.. we all have layers in how we think. each thought passes through.. and yeah.. perspective and shit.. and then theres a level, where we collide with the world, and others. and the people we care ( Read more... )

i believe, having a job, and going to school, is more stressful, then not doing either. but thats just my opinion.. what im REALLY getting at is, there are many things that cause stress. love.. oh indeed, love and stress have a lot in common.. different sensations, but sensations none the less, and, induced by very similar reasons. and i dont like ( Read more... )

yup... good ole LJ.. its been awhile. to be honest, i was quite reluctant to get on here.. it almost felt like a chore. and my pops knows how good i am at doing chores.. lol or rather, not doing them. A-HA. A-HA. A-HA. but anyway, lolz.. the reason i havent been on here was originally because of myspace.. but now, i rarely use it. maybe to look up ( Read more... )

so what if someone thats supposed to love you, talks about you as if you were a laughable enemy that wasnt a threat.. then lies to cover it up. indirect insults that when asked about.. are obviously, and badly lied about. i cant stand it. when your lover indirectly makes fun of you for feeling emotions in a relationship... it really fucks with yoru ( Read more... )

with the feeling of being alive? awareness and consciousness? we are all in this together.. and we gotta stop critisizing all the wrong things for all the wrong reasons, and start focusing on whats more real, whats more important... it seems people have been caught up on some minscule things for thousands of years now.. so many dumbass grudges.. ( Read more... )

i say, the frail state of humanity grows ever weaker because the reality of its fraility is becoming increasingly unknown. even the lovers, the church goers.. the love freak happy hippys that think they know what love and peace means.. praying disgracefully in their mock ceremonies.. are still nasty, mean, assholes. absolutely no different than any ( Read more... )

call me mad.. but i think im onto something here... to be truely righteous in the eyes of some supreme entitys. masters of science and time.. "GOD". to truely have compassion for all other forms of life, is to die willingly as to save every form of life you would have consumed to stay alive. to stop feeding.. to stop killing so you can live. to ( Read more... )