CONNECTIONS!!!!!!!!
hey yall, its been awhile.. ive just been hanging with my girl 24/7.. going through all the things of a serious relationship.. pretty gnarly.. but anyway, life hit me with something.. and its obligitory that i try my best to explain it here on LJ. ok.. where to begin.. so i was drawing right.. and i had a ruler.. and a pen. and i was messing with geometry.. symmetry. i drew a line down the middle of the page.. and crossed it in the middle.. and then i kept dividing it more and more into the center.. and i was working on it for a good hour or so.. when we decided to go up stairs and smoke some ganj, AND AS WE WERE GETTING UP.. I WAS TRYING TO EXPLAIN WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO.. AND I SAID I SAW A BUNCH OF PATTERNS OF 4.. WELL I MEAN A SQUARE IS MADE OF 4 SIDES.. BUT THE PORPORTIONAL SQUARDS CAME IN GROUPS OF 4... so we go up into this old womans room.. and we are chillin.. and eventually, my girl picked up this Maya calander zodiac book... and theres liek 20 or so chapaters on each sign or whatever.. at first i didnt grasp this concept.. her and i were just looking at the circle of all the symbols, and we were saying what we THOUGHT they looked like.. eventually i had teh book in my hand.. and i was kinda zoming out.. and i was looking at some kind of table. i noticed a bunch of names.. then finally after several minutes i realized i was looking at like the zodiac table, tells the month day and year... i found who i was, and went to that chapter to like.. read my horiscope or whatever.. and right off the bat, THE VERY FIRST LINE STATED "WORKING WITH THE DIVISION OF 4"... it blew me fucking away.. and thats not the only connection! the entire chapter described my personal life pretty fucking strongly.. and this calander is all about dreams.. they seem to be important to these people.. and ahve always been to me.. the chapter also talked about "knowing the potential of a seed".. and thats also a crazy connection because an hour or 2 earlier, we were at this herbal providers hosue.. and she said "sorry for it having a lot of seeds in it" and i said.. "no i dont mind.. i save all of them.. you can just like drop a fist fulli n the ground.. and what will come of it will be so great".. it was some like Jah wisdom or something.. but yeah.. this is just a tip of the ice burg. her chapter was very accurate.... its just.. these south americans, somethings up with it. we use their 7 day a week, 365 days a year calander.. THE POINT IS, IVE EXPERIENCED MORE CONNECTIONS.. TONS AND TONS SO MANY I CANT EXPLAIN IT.. but just take my word for it.. THERE IS NO CHAOS... NOT EVERYONE KNOWS WHATS GOING ON, BUT.. SOME DO.. not saying me.. but like those mayans.. somethigns up with them.. i heard someone say that they were given like 100,000 years of history.. not shit they figured out.. but it was given to them by others... i dunno.. the point is, people dont loose faith.. life isnt pointless.. its not chaotic and without meaning. there is somethign extraordinary going on.. constantly...... dont loose faith in that. life really is beyond amazing. i feel like ive just tried to explain something amazing.. and like really complex.. but in a really terrible way. the point is, there were countless, very accurate describtions OF OUR DAY. it said in hers that she was like strugglig to get out of bed, and paying back dues.. and the stress of debt.. and a few weeks ago she ran out of money.. and that day, we went thorugh this long thing of selling her car, running ot this place, then to the bank.. then home to PAY HER MOM BACK... lol dunno what else to say.. focus peoeple.. THINK.