im so annoyed right now. ive witneesed racisim from so many people.. so many adults. parents.. i cant stand it. how can everyone be so hateful towards each other? whats up with their egos? i dont even want to talk about it. i dont want to hate people who hate.. but i feel like sying that i do.. yeah.. i hate haters. i want to be away from all these ( Read more... )

betrayed. decieved.. let down. hurt. yeah.. that doesnt even come close to describing it. im so aggravated with people. i cant fucking stand it. i especially cant stand it because here i am trying explain it to people.. very few people.. ones that probably dont like me very much, and wont even read this. im just fed up. im so sick and tired of ( Read more... )

why do i feel the need to write. to communicate ideas.. why do i feel the need to rhetorically communicate the idea of why i want to communicate ideas? seems egotistical.. im trying to be so honest, about how i want people to like me because of something i can say.. and here i am saying all of that.. i feel so confused, yet so enlightened.. like i ( Read more... )

there are countless reasons for why it should be legalized.. not to satisfy the gernal public necessarly.. but medicinally. i know i might sound like im beating a dead horse.. being a parriot, but think about this, all those legal drugs they sell during the news.. all these pills with some bullshit name full of unknown chemicals.. think about all ( Read more... )

so i feel like, everyday, i learn a little bit more of whats going wrong with people and the world. and lately ive been thinking about all these scams.. there are scams absolutely everywhere. like i dont even know where to start, i just know it never ends.. and its extremely cruel. there are a few people profitting off the death and suffering of ( Read more... )

i have the desire to say beautiful words. deep, insightful, worthwhile words. something thats actually important, or worth something to someone. not worth money.. but worth.. understanding, or comfort. i dont wanna lie.. i wanna say it how it is.. and really well. i wanna touch people deep inside.. give them hope.. or maybe this is all bullshit, ( Read more... )

so for some reason everytime i click "friends".. it shows me the last 2 entrys ive typed.. (yes i have myself as a friend).. but no one elses.. and i cant go back or anything to see any of my older entries... what the fuck is going on?

dunno how to start this really. its like, i gotta use my brain to express myself, but my brain is the topic at hand. but thats not what i want to talk about. i just wanna say, despite what other entrys you have read of mine, im not hateful. like, no matter what i thought people ahve done to me.. i just know i dont hate them.. at all. the feelings ( Read more... )

so yeah... to break it down ive been hanging out with no one but my girlfriend for like a year, and its awesome. its what i wanted.. to get away from all the paranoia and shitty partys full of extremely questionable people. and not only that, but it would better me as a person cuz id no longer be sitting here all night thinking way too much about ( Read more... )

everyone is destroying each other, and themselves.. and destroying the world. and i also feel like people partly know this.. like they know something is wrong.. but why do we all just keep passivly going along with it.. why am i not following any of my own advice? i feel like some how telling every person to stop destroying.. just like.. hold on ( Read more... )