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"Heaven don't hear me"
I feel like updating. So I am. I'm gonna tell about everything that's been going on lately. Cause I feel like it. And also cause I have nothing much better to do ( Read more... ) -
"There's always someone fucking hanging on"
So I was at Mike's on Thursday, and it was pretty awesome I have to say, even though I had to leave earlyish on Friday. And we met again on Monday and I slept there ( Read more... ) -
"Whisper to me tenderly that I will see you soon."
Almost a week since I broke down like I did... I'm better now, thanks ( Read more... ) -
Self Discpline
I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am pathetic. I am ( Read more... ) -
"When as you close your eyes for the big sleep, I hope you think of me."
I'm sure anyone who's read more than two of my entries thinks I'm a complete lunatic, incapable of deciding what my own feelings are, incapable of being satisfied. I am a bit mad, I know that, and I know it's insanity that my feelings keep changing so drastically from moment to moment ( Read more... ) -
"Only such a melody comes without a sound."
To quote Bridget Jones: Ugh. Something's wrong with me. Very wrong. Or right. I don't quite know ( Read more... ) -
"I felt the hate rise up in me."
I feel about as tiny as this dot [.] right now. I feel like I care about my friends more than they care about me. And I feel, once again, a terrible jealousy, but this time, I'm jealous of Daniel cause I feel like he's taking Mayu away from me ( Read more... ) -
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I'm as shallow as an empty fountain. Seriously. I make myself want to puke. Why, you ask? Well, this is a diary after all, so I don't mind confessing my worst sins ( Read more... ) -
And that, my friend, is CA-LOSURE.
Yes, the A is in there on purpose. Hello, FRIENDS anyone ( Read more... ) -
"I listen to the wind, to the wind of my soul."
As predicted - things aren't awesome and wonderful and the rest of it. I mean, if I think deeply and ignore my rage from this evening, they still are. Nothing has really changed. I just get so sick of my conversations with him online. He acts like an asshole, as if he really doesn't care that I'm annoyed, as if he wouldn't mind to never talk. I ( Read more... )