So I was at Mike's on Thursday, and it was pretty awesome I have to say, even though I had to leave earlyish on Friday. And we met again on Monday and I slept there ( Read more... )

I'm sure anyone who's read more than two of my entries thinks I'm a complete lunatic, incapable of deciding what my own feelings are, incapable of being satisfied. I am a bit mad, I know that, and I know it's insanity that my feelings keep changing so drastically from moment to moment ( Read more... )

To quote Bridget Jones: Ugh. Something's wrong with me. Very wrong. Or right. I don't quite know ( Read more... )

I feel about as tiny as this dot [.] right now. I feel like I care about my friends more than they care about me. And I feel, once again, a terrible jealousy, but this time, I'm jealous of Daniel cause I feel like he's taking Mayu away from me ( Read more... )

Yes, the A is in there on purpose. Hello, FRIENDS anyone ( Read more... )

As predicted - things aren't awesome and wonderful and the rest of it. I mean, if I think deeply and ignore my rage from this evening, they still are. Nothing has really changed. I just get so sick of my conversations with him online. He acts like an asshole, as if he really doesn't care that I'm annoyed, as if he wouldn't mind to never talk. I ( Read more... )

I'm once again in an inexplicable good mood. I think it's just something about listening to music late at night that puts me in a really good mood. I feel like running and jumping and singing at the top of my lungs. I feel so energetic! Of course, at the same time I feel tired beyond words, but still ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back ( Read more... )

Yesterday I didn't write. I should've, maybe then I wouldn't have fealt as if the day was wasted. But also, I'm not getting any comments anymore, and it's a bummer... But anyway, about yesterday: I had a horrible migrane, and I played Sims2 all day. I don't know why, but I got in the mood to play it again, so I reinstalled it and the EPs I have, ( Read more... )

I am rapidly falling in love with Children of Bodom. I can't help it! The guitar riffs are seriously brilliant. I can't stand the fact that the vocals are all growls and nothing else. As sexy as Alexi Laiho's growls are, they get dull after a while. Actually, forget his growls, Alexi Laiho himself is extremely sexy. I must confess a weakness for ( Read more... )