wow...i'm a loser. i said i'd still use this livejournal name...but...i never do. eh...i suck. guess i'll just use it now for artwork/picture stuff/poetry. yay for me!

I <3 YOU, RICKY!!!!! you make me so happy, my love. xoxoxoxoxo

lastnight...was so cool ( Read more... )

to you ( Read more... )

k..i'm gunna describe my night in detail for you all, now.

went to the mall to see my lover. <3 we hung out all day. i really hope she wasn't bored. because i sure as hell had an awesome time. <3<3<3<3 we met up with liz, later on. mir and liz got bras from victoria's secret. hahaha. miranda looks so sexy in her's. ^_^ i also got to talk to ( Read more... )

this is killing me. no more negativeness, please. i can't handle it, anymore. it's killing me. it hurts, so much ( Read more... )

i think i'm going to kill myself, tonight. i don't see the point in living, anymore. i haven't, for the past 3 years. but it's gotten a lot worse. so...yea...if you all never hear from me, again, then...i guess that's cool. have a nice life. i know i haven't ( Read more... )

i love you, miranda. you'd better be happy, or else i'll have to do evil things to you. ;0)

someone is going to get kicked right in the balls, if they keep hurting my baby. cause she deserves way better than that.

i'm forcing you to hang out with me, this week, love. because i miss you. <3

miranda is the sexiest fucking thing on earth, and i'm ( Read more... )

( just one of those moods... )

yesterday was nolan's funeral. it was the biggest, most amazing funeral i've ever been to. i've never seen so many people gather in one place to both mourn for the loss of a beautiful person, and also celebrate his life. it was incredible. nolan was an incredible person...i don't remember him being mean to me, or betraying me even ONCE. this week i ( Read more... )

the past week has been a haze. i can't even THINK, anymore. since all of SEBASTIAN knows (and feels the need to keep on spreading the fucking word), guess i'll just explain ( Read more... )