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yesterday was nolan's funeral. it was the biggest, most amazing funeral i've ever been to. i've never seen so many people gather in one place to both mourn for the loss of a beautiful person, and also celebrate his life. it was incredible. nolan was an incredible person...i don't remember him being mean to me, or betraying me even ONCE. this week i'm getting his initials tattooed on both sides of my back. i don't quite give a flying fuck if any of you think that's stupid. maybe it's because you never got to know nolan as well as a few of us were fortunate enough to do so. he's one of those people that you feel so blessed to have met. and i want to show my love for him in a way that will never fade. :0)
after his funeral, i went to joe's. there were a lot of people there. among them were katie, christin, jaime, christina, jon, pj, rilla, lauren, joe, tabby, kim, justin, curtis (who came with me), mia (who owns all the property), bobo, and a shitload of other people came and went. basically all i did was get completely smashed (7 or so shots of vodka, and about 3 or 4 shots of jager). it was...odd. but i liked it. i liked being around a lot of other people who felt the same way as me. i liked seeing the raw passion of a group of people who have all lost someone they love...someone extremely important to them.
i got ditched, again, today. when will this stop? am i that terrible of a person to be around?? guess so...
go back to work, tomorrow. um...yay. not.
after his funeral, i went to joe's. there were a lot of people there. among them were katie, christin, jaime, christina, jon, pj, rilla, lauren, joe, tabby, kim, justin, curtis (who came with me), mia (who owns all the property), bobo, and a shitload of other people came and went. basically all i did was get completely smashed (7 or so shots of vodka, and about 3 or 4 shots of jager). it was...odd. but i liked it. i liked being around a lot of other people who felt the same way as me. i liked seeing the raw passion of a group of people who have all lost someone they love...someone extremely important to them.
i got ditched, again, today. when will this stop? am i that terrible of a person to be around?? guess so...
go back to work, tomorrow. um...yay. not.