lizzie kate ( Read more... )

My birthday is in less than a week, one year older and thirty-two more wrinkles on my face. All I want for my birthday is to be able to laugh with good friends. It sounds so simple, but its so hard to do. I just don't want to relive last years birthday bash, I am still dealing with the post tramatic stress from that night. Its sickening to know ( Read more... )

new york was a fucking blast.i need to start doing schoolwork.i also need to start visiting my friends at school.i think i'm growing up.andy is amazing.I smile a lot.sometimes I even laugh.I want to be shorter.I also want a tan.i can't remember the last time I smoked. i need to get out more. i wish I didn't live at home. i love urban outfitters. ( Read more... )

.....so I am off to brooklyn, new york to visit erin and kt, and I couldn't be more enthused. I'm glad to get out of westboro for the weekend, but not so glad that I am going to be away from the one person I love more than anything. new york had always been that escape for me, but when I have nothing to escape from, its hard to leave. Plus, I am ( Read more... )

it's valentine's day. personally, i think valentine's day is rubbish...but thats besides the point. happy valentine's day to everyone with or without a valentine. eat chocolate, its good for the soul.

I just want to say a quick and sincere sorry to all those you have had to deal with me and my attitude while trying to kick the habit of smoking butts. I apologize profusely. thank you. goodbye.

wow. i am only on my second day of not smoking, and believe-you-me it is soo fucking hard. I have not thought about anything else except for inhaling and exhaling sweet nicotine into my tar-stricken lungs. It is sickening. However, I must say that I think I am ready to quit now, and I think I can do it...as if you are ever really ready to quit. I ( Read more... )

yet another weekend has passed. I've been a wicked lush lately. my liver is actually starting to funnel my blood. ridiculous. Sunday's are my favorite day. I wish every day was sunday so I could waste away in andy's bed with him for hours. Speaking of andy, I miss him. it's been a few hours since I have seen him, which is far too long ( Read more... )

You know its time for everyone to go back to school when the drama starts up. I am so tired of this town, and the people in it. why am I always the bad guy? It's just ridiculous. I'm leaving. You can find me in Ireland ( Read more... )

....vacation is drawing closer and closer to the last of its parties and relaxation periods. I don't know if I am ready to go back to school. It's been so nice to sleep in, refreshing to be hungover, and completely wonderful to hang out with my closest friends. I'm not one to adhere to change well ( Read more... )