....My mindframe ( Read more... )

I HAVE A BOYFRIEND....and he's amazing. It makes me so happy to have finally found a genuinely nice guy. I didn't know there were still guys like him out there, or that they even existed. I just thank god that I snatched him up before anyone else did ( Read more... )

I've had the longest day imaginable. I don't think my legs work anymore, and I know my mind doesn't. Tonight could be what I have been waiting for (not that my hopes are at the utmost highest or anything)...dear god, ask me out already. In the wise words of lisa and I, "step it up". I can't wait here with my fingers crossed forever. Goodness comes ( Read more... )

I think I am about to go crazy.
....I'm deciphering to decide the decisions in my head.....
If I don't get asked out by you asap,I'm going to look elsewhere. If you don't like me, then let me know. I'll find someone..make someone..force someone to like me. So just give me a heads up. Thanks for being my distraction.

I think I might have spoke too soon, or maybe my actions just spoke louder than my words. I might be in love. However, its possible that I might have just fucked up everything that I wanted so bad. I think this is what they call a relationship slump...if you can even call this a relationship. I'm praying that you take your emotions and shove them ( Read more... )

I am finally off probation. Thank god. I don't even care if you're not happy for me. Fuck it. I'm too happy to let you get to me ( Read more... )

I'd like to scratch out your eyes with twenty-inch nails, and as everyone gathers to see the true shades of your imperfection, you would hear me laughing in crowd. I would like to cut out your tounge with my switchblade, and watch you try to piece together your apology in murmured unclear noise. I want to strap you down and set you on fire right ( Read more... )

:::::::::This week needs to end ( Read more... )

:::::I need to meet a new boy ( Read more... )

Another bad weekend that I had extremely high expectations for has passed. Awesome ( Read more... )