The most beautiful holiday ended with 17 hours of take-off and landing, and bumping shoulders, and heavy bags dragged across a city. New Year's Eve was the sound of popping fireworks outside my window and three missed parties. I climbed out of bed at midnight to see a green firework pop. "There. I celebrated," I mumbled, and dragged myself back to ( Read more... )

I was just laughing to myself how a while ago I was so mad at myself because I couldn't stop eating all the time. Now I have no appetite, and the food I manage to get down turns into diarrhea immediately. And it's not your regular diarrhea. It's like a huge bucket of water coming out, accompanied with pieces of partially-digested food. My body can' ( Read more... )

I can't believe I am doing it. Part of me is proud of myself, and part of me is in total denial ( Read more... )

His profile picture on Facebook is symbolic of our relationship. In this photo, he looks great. He's leaning on my shoulder with a plump cigar balanced in his big, beautiful teeth. This is one of the best photos of him I've ever seen ( Read more... )

I can't figure out what I'm *really* upset about. It's almost funny how when one thing is so horribly frustrating, everything turns awful ( Read more... )

What's more frustrating: Doing something you aren't crazy about, or feeling lied to ( Read more... )

What is more heartbreaking? Having a job you hate or having no job at all ( Read more... )

I am tumbling into Adult World. If I don't sit up straight and get my balance, I'll tumble back over again ( Read more... )

Hey guys - Sorry I missed Community Group tonight. I went to an AIGA event, supposedly career related. I still haven't found a career in my field and I'm starting to feel desperate, and horribly discouraged. I probably need prayer so I don't start drinking or something to feel better! Every employer I've talked to has changed their mind once they' ( Read more... )

Thanks for all of the info! ******* ***** wants just a bit more experience for this particular need. I'll keep you posted on others!