Hmmm... where do I start? Well, my current situation is confusing and complicated, but surely not the worst thing I have to face. However, the feelings I'm having are so strong that I cannot just ignore them completely. Any oppinions or advice anybody can give me won't go unoticed ( Read more... )

Whatever happend to the days when everybody from Meijer formed one big group and we hung out for the purpose of having fun. we accepted new people into it constantly making us all equals. That was it... plain and simple. Sure, we joked around and there may have even been certain alliances among us, but nothing like today. I can't begin to tell you ( Read more... )

I care about all people who have been a part of my life. A lot of my energy and time is based on doing whatever I can for those people. I admit some of it may be selfishly motivated, but that is only because there are certain qualites in these people I find or once found desirable. Being around them or having some sort of friendship and ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I updated. I'm around, I promise. I have been doing ok most of the the time, but honestly not completely. I have alot of tricks and things to think of that help me out alot, not to menation people who care and are always there which I appreciate. I wasn't feeling so great today. I had a bad nightmare lastnight and I felt as ( Read more... )

I sit and stare outside my window,
sharp light into my eyes,
fantasies into my open room.
When will this light shine through me?

I crawl into my darkened world.
My hopes shatter right in front of me.
I have lost all of my faith.

And I fall.

I know what's in my heart is true.
It rips itself about in gloom.
Forgive me, life, I've let you down.

I don't know what to do/say. I never thought this would happen. I love you.

I miss you more than ever - and just wish that I could hold you, kiss you, and relive every great moment, but I can't - maybe I don't deserve to. I can't do anything right anyway.

Empty spaces fill me up with holes ( Read more... )

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Woah, I'm like 20 and stuff.

HAPPY BiRtHdAy to me! :)

I am being somewhat rebellious and staying up past my bedtime lol. Ah, well I am a big kid now after all. I turn 20 in nearly 48 hours! I'm not sure if I'm exactly pumped about leaving my teenage years behind, but it does make me reflect back on all of the memories that I cherish. I'm hoping I will see my special someone on Monday. I feel strongly ( Read more... )