I wrote this today, and even though it sounds like middle school poetry it describes the way i feel to a tee. I cant help but to think that everything happens for a reason, so even though this lesson was hard to learn im glad it happened. because all of these past experiences have molded me into the woman i am right now. Karma has a way with ( Read more... )

i asked him about everything and he said he wasnt the one that deleted it, his friend went on right after him and messed up some stuff on his page. I told him how i felt, and then some. It was wierd getting all of that off my chest. I dont want to seem crazy but i made it a point to let him know i didnt want to get hurt again. He told me he didnt ( Read more... )

So im looking at my myspace and i click over to his page. His page changed, it changed in the fact that my comment was deleted and the picture comment i made was also deleted. "when september ends" is the viedo on his page and i dont know how to take that. I cant and i wont deal with anymore bullshit. I dont know how to handle this or what to say ( Read more... )

so its almost 2 in the morning. And here i am watching luis and chrsitian sleep, they are real cute. And a part of me is jealous becuase i wish David was here to cuddle with and maybe help me feel sane ( Read more... )

i was looking back on my old lj and started thinking about how much my life has really changed the past few months. I felt like it was for the better but at the moment im not sure anymore. becuase of my dumb decision to move to nc i now, not only dont have anything for an apartment, but i also lost some of my closeness with my best friends. i think ( Read more... )

can someone pllllleaaase make my lj amazingly awesome, because right now, its not cuttin it

thanks in advance! lol

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I'm really nervous about moving to North Carolina, just beacuse im NOT a counrty girl... im horrible with directions and I'll be out in the middle of NOWHERE!

I'm going to miss my friends so much its crazy

But miles dont pull apart true friendship

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