embers burn brighter at night
i asked him about everything and he said he wasnt the one that deleted it, his friend went on right after him and messed up some stuff on his page. I told him how i felt, and then some. It was wierd getting all of that off my chest. I dont want to seem crazy but i made it a point to let him know i didnt want to get hurt again. He told me he didnt want to be in a realtionship becuase it would distract him from his navy suff... which i understand and that doesnt bother me. i made him tell me if he was interested in any other girls (including his ex) and he promptly said no, not at all. BUT he said that hes not going to turn down other girls if THEY ask. hes told me 100000 times over that hes extremely picky and hes not looking to get to know some one else. thats good (lol) but we'll see. i need this time for myself anyway and having him there is good for me, aslong as his crazy friends dont mess up his myspace. Im going to try to pull myself away a little, becuase i can already tell that i like him more than i should.../ want to becuase of the way i felt with all this stuff going on. I DONT want to be friends with benefits either and ive made that clear. So as long as he knows what hes getting himself into then i dont mind. I like him and he likes me. Now lets just hope it stays that way.