I may seem trusting, perhaps even too trusting. Certainly people have thought that I trusted people because I brought them close to me. (I felt very bad about this after they ended up hurt thinking they could trust someone I trusted, not knowing that I didn't actually trust that person). Let me say this: I trust very few people all the way. I let
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Right now I have a pile of question marks. I feel like the things that hurt me before are not there anymore (except that we disagree on how to handle conflict with mutual friends: that's not a thing that hurts me but it is a thing that makes me feel less safe), but it's so new right now I just don't have any numbers. This is partly because I have no idea how you feel about me, I'm just realizing. So, how do you feel about me?
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Reading this also made me think of something that might come off as insulting but I hope that it doesn't. In knowing you and Kylei I've become less trust worthy. I used to be a person who would no matter what do everything I said I would and drop anything to help a person I cared about. That was EXTREMELY unhealthy for me, I spent years ignoring self care to make sure that I always kept my word and that I was always there when someone needed me. Which meant I wasn't there fully. So thank you, for showing me I can take care of myself without making everyone hate me. Without becoming a bad person.
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Am I in there? What colors do you see me as?
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