Yesterday morning I was stopped at a red light. As I am wont to do. Then there were tires squealing and a crunch and I'm in the middle of an intersection. Again. Joy of joys ( Read more... )

-Longest relationship: 15 months ( Read more... )

so here i am... still alive. things here are going. i say 'going' because i don't know what else to call them. on the one hand i'm doing amazingly well. i'm not depressed. i have an amazing job that i start up in less than two days. i have a great little place that i move into in less than a month. i have the support of new friends. i'm managing ( Read more... )

i feel kinda fucked up. is it always gonna be like this? is it gonna be ok once i'm out of here or will it get worse once i'm out of here?

Here is your horoscope ( Read more... )

so fuck. in about 12 hours i will be dead to the world on an operating table. there will be sharp objects and my throat involved. can you tell i'm so looking forward to this? this morning i had to go and get blood work done and tomorrow's the big day. woop... woop... and just in time for my birthday. i swear they just don't get much better than ( Read more... )

so i just spent the last twelve and a half hours on the road or at work. ugh. had to drive almost 200 miles to work in a store in another freakin state. how desperate were they?!?!? it wasn't bad though, just long. very, very long. got to work with a sweet girl and she was with me for the ride there and back so yay for the company. and then my mom ( Read more... )

well today has been many things... last night i stayed up most of the night with my cousin who i just love to death. he's so much like an older brother to me. i get to see him once or twice a year and we all stay up drinking and talking and playing cards and such. it's so much fun. but in light of recent events he is disappointed in me. it hurts me ( Read more... )

so today was ugh. aside from getting excited over something i knew better than to get excited about.. and feeling stupid for doing something i believe i had the right to do yet still felt guilty over.. and sharing one of the deepest darkest parts of me with my best friend... all i can say is ugh... or "HEELLOW!", but i just don't know that i feel ( Read more... )

so.. guess what? i have a lot on my mind. are we all surprised? thought so... i know, i know... you're thinking "you??? have a lot on your mind? really?". yes really, i'll go on. now, i was always of the belief that the brain was the one thing in your body that literally could not feel pain... yet here i sit and my brain hurts. i so wish i had an ( Read more... )