lots of stuff has been going on for the past month.. i got fired from the hair color place because of.... god, i don't even know why. but theres been a lot of drama going on ever since i started my new job with my boyfriend... and i'm so his boss. i got supervisor position at rag shop. got my septum re-pierced. ummmmm, let's see what else has been ( Read more... )

so i got a new job... at hair color express... for 7 $ an hour, 40 hours a week, bi-weekly payment, and in 90 days if i'm still with them, i get a 1$ raise... 8x40=banks ( Read more... )

WELL, YOU KNOW THAT FEELING WHEN EVERYONE HATES YOU? NO. YOU DON'T. BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT ME ( Read more... )

wow, when i think about everything i've been through it's crazy... i've almost been with my boyfriend for a year.... my bestest friend in the entire world... just everything. time goes by so quickly... it's seeming to just ooze right through my fingers... in a month and 6 days (it's really not that far away) i'm going to be a full-blown adult (just ( Read more... )

me and the love had a picnic on the beach, philly cheese steaks and arizona tea drinks. we layed on a blanket underneath the moonlit sky and he held me while i rambled on about how my life is unfair, among other ramblings. then we went back to my pool area and read about how perfect we are, as people and for eachother... and the overall feeling of ( Read more... )

yesterday was quite the day. i quit my job, or @ least put in a two weeks notice unless my terms and conditions to staying are met by my boss. louis working there has definately altered roger's decision making skills and i'm not going to be at the cost of it so i put my foot down and i don't really care if they like it or not. and i'm proud of my ( Read more... )

i can't sleep ( Read more... )

right now i'm only going to be eating fruits veggies tofu and rice milk...

maybe i'll be adventurous enough to try fake meat (boca burgers) in a few weeks

<3 healthy bekah

sitting in my room in the dark all alone and i have no one to speak to at this hour of the night no one to make me feel good.

i'm all alone. and it sucks.

goodnight.

so i saw "saw" last night and i thought it was going to be scarrier than it was. w/e still a good time regardless. everyone i work with pretty much has either quit or been fired. sucks. very happy for joe who has found a female friend to play with. very happy for myself for letting my true feelings take the wheel in my love life ( Read more... )