oh god what a pounding headache i'm experiencing.
i can't sleep.
i'm nauseaous, i'm tired, i'm dizzy, i'm hungry but i'm full.
i now remember why i stopped smoking the greens. it makes me really dizzy/nauseaous. i've just had so much stress lately, and i thought maybe it would help me sleep @ night and maybe hush my brain a little bit, but holly shit was i wrong. i can't sleep, i can't feel, i feel like i'm going to puke. man it's all so clear to me now, i remember when i used to stay @ samira's and sleep over and we'd smoke weed, and at night time i used to sit over the toilet for hours and nothing would ever happen, i'd just feel really sick. and now that i've started smoking weed, it's happening again... the nausea. i gotta stop asap, because my head hurts so bad.
i haven't eaten anything that comes from an animal today... i wonder if i can keep it up. . .hmm. beats are really good. borscht with sour cream is good, but i think the sour cream comes from animals, somehow. lol dairy. fuck man, i feel like if i eat something i'm going to throw up, but i'm soooooo hungry and tired!
i need you to be here for me, to rehabilitate me, because i know that you can. i want to be weed free again. for you. for me. ugh.
i feel like shit
bekah