the years sure have passed by quickly.
wow, when i think about everything i've been through it's crazy... i've almost been with my boyfriend for a year.... my bestest friend in the entire world... just everything. time goes by so quickly... it's seeming to just ooze right through my fingers... in a month and 6 days (it's really not that far away) i'm going to be a full-blown adult (just about) in the eyes of society. 18... wow. i didn't think i'd make it, lol. and also, my samira, she's about to be 17 years old... damn, i remember her in 7th grade i remember the vacations and family gatherings we've been to with eachother. i remember her bushy eyebrows her curly hair and our lack of style. just thinking about how much my baby girl has grown into a woman, is just overwhelming... and what a beautiful swan she turned out to be... i remember that blue old navy zip up hoodie i always used to wear in 7th grade and how i always had my hair up in a messy bun and lookin kinda yuckie. and my all time favorite store back then was charlotte russe. i remember all of the stupid little fights we had when we first started being friends and we'd always in the end, end up crying on eachother and making up. and the first day of 8th grade when we came to realize that we were on the same team, and if i do say so myself, if not the most popular girls, we definately left a mark in the 8th grade year book as being the hottest, always dressing to impress, and how the other girls on that team envied our perfect hair. we fucking ruled 8th grade. and the first trip to orlando my parents took us on, you were so ecstatic and surprised about the freedom. and when you just turned either 13 or 14 and your birthday was at our town and you thought i hated you. and that project me you and steffi worked on and got a B in and you were upset that we humiliated ourselves. we just have so many crazy memories together sami jun. i love you to death and thinking about how the years have just flew by so quickly.... it's crazy. we've seen eachother change so fucking much and i still love you. i sware to god i hold you in higher regards than i hold most of my family, even my fucking sister for gods sake. i don't know what i would do without you if i really think about it. and me and jr have been through so much stuff too. like i was looking at a ticket stub last night from the butterfly effect. and holding it and looking at the date just brought back that entire night, like how i wanted to hold your hand, and how shy i felt with you... january 31st 2004 i've held onto that ticket stub in my wallet. memories are crazy, especially how they come and take you back to what used to be. i love samira, and i love my boyfriend. and i don't know what i'd do without them at this point of my life.
<3bekah
<3bekah