history is recorded. memories are embedded. once you hit the trigger, it all comes pouring back.

trying to forget things won't work for me, because, unfortunately, my memory is impeccable.

i can't believe i'm losing my stance. but i am.

<3bekah

yeah we all thought this kid is really cool or w/e but he's just soo cool that he's apparently too cool for me. i'm leaving him. as soon as i get my wallet back. he's just not doing anything for me, not giving me anything substantial ( Read more... )

so yeah tonight was different than what i thought it was going to be, but going out @ 300 in the morning with my co-workers for some columbian fast food was fucking amazing.

hahaha, Juan was a bit tipsy and he said some very flattering things to me, awwhz.

12 in the pm today me and samira go to get MAC-ed up homyz.

<3bekah

that is all for

so... this weekend. is going to be amazing beyond amazing ( Read more... )

until further notice. my history class had been cancelled on short notice, my father's in breadenton (spchk) and my mother is @ work right now, she usually doesn't come by to pick me up until like around 300-315. i hope my ass doesn't have to wait 3 hours, that'd suck so bad. maybe i can find someone on campus willing to give my bum ass a ride ( Read more... )

right now i'm torturing myself, just ripping my own heart to pieces... but on a much lighter note hahahaha, John and his little crew must think i'm so insane... cause we were all just chilling @ IHOP and fucking aj thinks it'd be funny to start throwing shit... AT MY FACE!! so the first couple times i'm all like dude, wtf? stop... and he wouldn't ( Read more... )

so yeah there's a political rally and i sat down and observed for a bit. it made me feel really hyped, and i wish i could vote right now, but unfortunately, i'm too young. damnit ( Read more... )

i spoke to jr. last night... we just talked for a couple hours about what's been going on in our lives. the both of us are moving along accordingly... there was no jealousy heartache begging or any of that nonsense. we're planning to just keep in touch and just be spectator's to eachother's changing lives ( Read more... )

so yeah a couple nights ago i watched him do his thing and it was really good actually... but anyways ( Read more... )

aj called me a nigger last night because i smoke newports, and then i called his ass a hick cause he smokes marlboros... hahaha, ciggarettes are bad. i want to get me feet done, my nails done, and something appropriate to wear on thursday ( Read more... )