So, i still can't do it. Attention, its such a simple concept, but I can't do it. Why, i just dont know. I know it'll just be a beautiful letdown. I can't seem to make this work. Its not like I dont whats going to work...but I just feel so dumb. And i know JUST GO FOR IT. But its not that easy, for me at least. Just dont think about it, just do it ( Read more... )

Sometimes i feel as if i'm stuck. Like i'm not going anywhere. I look at past times, and they seem so much more fun. People were so different, so innocent, and it was easier to have fun. Now i feel like my lifes not really anything fun. I love my friends, dont get me wrong, but sometimes i just feel as if i need other things to do in life. I dont ( Read more... )

"Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say ( Read more... )

I have not wrote in a while, but michelle told me to update so i figure i had nothing better to do, so why not! So you know im just sitting her listening to yellowcard and talking to michelle. We are talking a lot of anger out(not on each other), but it feels good to just let out anger you have. Trust me, dotn keep it in its soo much worse. I find ( Read more... )

Okay so since monique loves my deep thoughts i'd thought i'd leave some more. Okay yea that smell must have been mickey cause well who else smells that bad, besides monique. SO yea when i was at mo's house today we were doing math tests on the computer(yea i know we're losers) but i felt really smart cause we were like getting all the problems ( Read more... )

Okay guys im waiting for dinner to be done, and man am i hungry. I wonder who reads this stuff anyway. Well i thought i would enlighten you with some amazing thoughts by me:). I miss last year around this time where soccer started. Idk, it was just soo much cooler, and like thinking baout it makes me happy and sad. Idk why but we always thought we ( Read more... )

Im bring back the journal just because i want to tell everyone how much i love dashboard confessional and mickey(becasue they came as one today)...i love this cd its soo amazingly goood. ANd mickey rocks..beacsue hes soooo cool and made it for me! ANdddddddd i love him:) ANd alsooooo today was such a good day. It was also good because of gina and ( Read more... )

Well...these past couple of days have been extremly tiring, but its okay because I feel good, i feel in shape! Yesterday at soccer we had to run two miles and i diiiiiiiidddd it i dont even remember the last time i ever ran two miles STRAIGHT, but yeaa yeaa it feels soo much better after you do it. Then we got to do crunches and leg lifts in the ( Read more... )

Ahhh this is such a gooood song. And im not telling you what it is, because YOUR GAY. And i sitll can't figure out how to like comment back:(I really am dumb sometimes! OMG soccer starts tomorrow, oh man I AMM SOO EXCITED. Yea i know its only tryouts and your prob like "wow what a loser" but yea..i just wanna play, and play, and play and PLAY cause ( Read more... )

I feel much more loved because Mickey wrote in my journal, and i have no idea how to comment back..yes, i know i am dumb ( Read more... )