I just can't look its killing me....

[bec1649]

So, i still can't do it. Attention, its such a simple concept, but I can't do it. Why, i just dont know. I know it'll just be a beautiful letdown. I can't seem to make this work. Its not like I dont whats going to work...but I just feel so dumb. And i know JUST GO FOR IT. But its not that easy, for me at least. Just dont think about it, just do it...i know, i've heard it all. But i dont know what will make me just gor for it.

Hmph...
and oh yea, how come the past always seems to haunt you no matter how hard you try to erase it?