You are the hope i have for change. You are the only chance i'll take...
Sometimes i feel as if i'm stuck. Like i'm not going anywhere. I look at past times, and they seem so much more fun. People were so different, so innocent, and it was easier to have fun. Now i feel like my lifes not really anything fun. I love my friends, dont get me wrong, but sometimes i just feel as if i need other things to do in life. I dont know why i'm feeling like this lately. You only really do get one life, and i feel as if i'm not living it up as much as i should, or could be. Snowdays, and nothing do really make me sooo emo. Cause i just sit and think of all these things i want to do, or all these things i want to be. And i know its not good, and is as if i'm complaining. I'm just not satisfied with the way things are...i can't stand to be alone or have alone time. It makes me soo crazy, i'd rather be doing something every second of the day, but i can't and it kills me.