well i havent updated this is forever..ive been ignoring it cause ive been lazy.

nothing has happened..i dont remember anything bad happening lately.

im just in the mood to update. one weekend was new years which was so fun.i got my new years kiss woo ..and others were just the same as normal. ive been talking to mickey carroll every second of my ( Read more... )

ive been so confused lately..and i dont know why.

this weekend was ok, and then it sucked..

on friday i went to the movies to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with evan, haley, and alex..it was really good and i had a lot of fun. then we went out to dinner at chilis and it was very fun. evan is such a nice kid and i feel bad that he doesnt ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!

today is my dads birthday!!! and for some reason hes in a bad mood and i dont know why..i hate when someone is so excited for their birthday and when the day comes its like all ur trying to act is nice but something always fucks up your birthday. for example mine- ..its always good to have ur friends say "sorry we cant go ( Read more... )

okay..well i am in a bad/good mood.. right now its a good mood cause i just ate 83091 oreos like everyday. but my mood will change in prob 2 sec..just cause im bipolar and all... =)

um today sucked majorly- i hate school officially..ive given up..actually no i havent..but im getting there- its so hard for me..and it shouldnt be- im not kidding i ( Read more... )

before i do the quiz i really wanna do..i have to annouce- ALI GEISINGER FELL TODAY and completed my life..hahahhahaha what a fucking fall.. we were racing and she tried to pass me and tripped in a ditch and like tumbled over 5 times..then gets up and say "IM GOING TO COMPLETE THIS RACE!!!"

Auto response from GuNdYG54: ok so me and gillian decide ( Read more... )

( oo la la ..secret time!! )

STUCK AT HOME..OF COURSE WITH NO PLANS.. WOO HOO

I HAVE A CIST ON MY EYE AND ITS SO CUTE..

...IVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH IT..

yea so like my friend alis sleeping over tonight.. and like my parents said yes.. the world owns.. and like tomorrows the last day of school.. fuck me now .. K THANKS BYEEE

ali dont worry im not ending it.. bcp will not stopppppp!

just really random.. i needed to post how much of a fucker this kid is..

Helljay23: play beer pong for the first time on sat 
bEaNiE0148: wtf?
Helljay23: beer pong 
bEaNiE0148: ok?
bEaNiE0148: that was random
bEaNiE0148: haha
Helljay23: i played it fdor the first time on saterday night 
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ok..so im happy..besides the point my mom is mad at me..

i dont understand, she doesnt trust me.. and i dont do anything. i have normal friends who arent bad and she still is on my case about smoking and drinking. as she says "the use of drugs or alcohol"- really i just dont understand..

i dont do anything at all.. and she freaks out on me and she ( Read more... )