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well i havent updated this is forever..ive been ignoring it cause ive been lazy.
nothing has happened..i dont remember anything bad happening lately.
im just in the mood to update. one weekend was new years which was so fun.i got my new years kiss woo ..and others were just the same as normal. ive been talking to mickey carroll every second of my life and sometimes i feel like we're togehter its so weird..but i dont know if i like him so i try not to lead him on. i love the kid, hes hysterical but then like ive been with him once around older people and like went out of my way to pick him and jared up and right when i arrived at the party he just left my side and acted different..and he knew he was and realized so i guess thats ok? i dont know ..then like he'll be with peopel and be on the phone with me and like act different and i cant deal with people like that so i dont even know..then theres benji who im trying for..nicest kid ever, sucks he likes dara. and sucsk she doesnt like him but leads him on like no other. whatever..
so basically everyone knows about my dad i guess and i really dont know how people found out but people refer to just my mom now and they'll say is ur dad home and stop so im guessing it got out some how ..which was bound to happen. i dont know ..dont really care.
so yeah thats my life for now..every weekend is the same...idk i jus want my life back to normal. back to when things were ok and i didnt have to worry ..i would do anything and everything for it to go back to a year ago.