So a 180 in my mood has developed and I'm sooo thankful for it. I have gotten so much done today, and I am very proud of being productive and how clean my apartment is looking. I'm starting to get a little excited about moving too! This is a big step in my life.....my own place!!!! yay!!! I can tell my mom is extremely thrilled too because she has ( Read more... )

I am down right grouchy.....end of story.

Have to say I'm in a slightly better mood today. After just having a little talk with God for support and peace in my life, and going to bed I felt a lot more refreshed today. Although I am still grumpy, it wasn't the same time of stress. I even had a great lesson today with this as the icing on the cake for me. I've never seen Dr. Martin so ( Read more... )

This has already been a bad week.... Not only did I do badly on my project that I worked so hard on yesterday, but I got a 68 on an American Gov't test that I really studied for and thought I was prepared. I honestly thought I would make an A if not high B, instead I received this lovely grade. If not to make things even worse, basically the ( Read more... )

I hate my life!!! I swear the harder I try the the more I fail. I worked my ass off on this composition project for theory, way before most people started, and I was extremely proud of it. I even had two knowledgeable students listen to it and look at it....and I failed. Seriously I fulfilled the requirements, so I don't know how the hell she can ( Read more... )

I hate my life!!! I swear the harder I try the the more I fail. I worked my ass off on this composition project for theory, way before most people started, and I was extremely proud of it. I even had two knowledgeable students listen to it and look at it....and I failed. Seriously I fulfilled the requirements, so I don't know how the hell she can ( Read more... )

Why the heck am I up?? For some crazy reason my body just decided to wake up at 5:30 this morning, maybe because I'm getting use to the deprivation of sleep, or possibly because my neighbors keep yelling back and forth to each other and have their subs on....maybe that's it. Well, I'm up now so I'm going to be productive with my time in a few ( Read more... )

It's a great feeling to feel completely comfortable with one's self. As I'm sitting in my apartment all alone on a Friday night one may think that depressing, but honestly I am sooo happy, I wouldn't want to be any where else. As I sit here listening to the drunken fools and blasting music I would think that usually would be busting at the seams to ( Read more... )

It's 3 am and I have to get up at 6, why am I awake?? I have never EVER had problems sleeping but this is the second night in a row and I'm not tired. This is weird, I have way too much energy, which is actually nice 'cause usually I'm sleepy all the time. I sort of like it, but hate the fact that I'm just laying in bed. As I just lay there I tend ( Read more... )

So I actually am going to write a journal entry in a good mood. I don't know what it was today but I have been in a pretty good mood. I should be completely stressed out but I don't know what it is. I really am trying to organize everything and balance it all out so I think it's working. One thing I really want to do is get my relationship with ( Read more... )