SHIT!!! I can tell when I'm getting sick and here comes. I couldn't stay awake today and after taking a nap I now have a temp. Why is my body doing this?!?! After I went to the doctor (which took 3 hours) they are honestly stumped. The doctor thinks that maybe I've had strep all along and it hadn't been treated with the right drugs so it keeps ( Read more... )

So today is starting off badly already. I do not feel well AGAIN and I'm trying to make a doctor's appointment to get tested but it's just making me frustrated and wanting to cry. I swear I'm an emotional basket case right now. Last night I couldn't focus on anything cause I'm just so angry at the world but depressed. I started to talk to Chris ( Read more... )

So still at home and hopefully returning tomorrow....I'm a little scared. The work load is freaking me out and I have no idea how I'm going to maintain. As of right now I'm wide awake, which can't be good, but these steriods are making me extremely hyper. I'm tired but I can't sleep. My mom is saying that I look normal again and sound normal but we ( Read more... )

I need a trade in on bodies. If many of my friends recall last year around October I had a horrible case of mono and missed a month of school. Well, now as I've wasted my week of Spring Break and the week before hand I now have some funky virus that the doctors aren't really sure what it is. At first it was just a bad case of tonsillitis but then ( Read more... )

Being at home has hit me a lot harder in the emotional realm than I expected. Recently every song and place has reminded me of Chris somehow. I would think after this long after the break up that I would finally be completely over him but he's still in my head every day. I still dream about him, I still remember funny jokes we would make, and ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in a while but this is what is going on, I'm sick with tonsilitious, my grades are dropping, and I'm realizing how much I'm in to my bestfriend (who's a guy). Could life get any better....I think not..... crap!!!!!!!!!

I don't know why I am so sad recently but I feel another wave of tears coming on. The hard part about this feeling is I can't really cry. Maybe if I could just let it all out it would be better, but instead I try to just keep distancing myself from others and stop it. I just feel like people probably don't want me around 'cause I just sound dumb ( Read more... )

I have been working my ass off, and where has it gotten me...no where! I haven't had a break in almost two weeks and I'm about to go crazy. I'm failing things right and left this week and I don't know what has gotten in to me. This week is not going well at all. One perk to my week though is meeting with George last night, I'm really falling for ( Read more... )

So this has been the week from hell. I don't have much time to write or detail but basically a million things have happend. My roommate and I got in a big fight, now we're over it and friends again but still. I have a million tests and papers due next week and I'm not prepared for ANY!!! My parents are coming down this weekend and I dont' have time ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while but probably because I've been rather happy. Everything has been just falling in to place and thank God so much for it. I think I must have a guardian angel, especially this week. I have done practically nothing this week but my world has not fallen to pieces yet, and if anything it's been getting better. Dr. Martin was ( Read more... )