I am sincerely happy. I am so at peace and I haven't felt this way in a long time. I am enjoying being with my mom and dogs. I enjoyed the long ride in my car in the sunshine and radio blasting as I drove up yesterday. I enjoy the fact that I am going to go to church in a few minutes and be around the people I love. I also enjoy the students with ( Read more... )

It's been a crazy ass week. Moving has been difficult physically and mentally. My mom spent all basically all weekend until Wednesday which is when she left, and last night I couldn't go sleep because I kept freaking out over every sound since I was left alone. Since Tuesday I have also been observing/teaching at the middle school and have had a ( Read more... )

I am having an absolutely amazing couple past few days. I started my observing in the middle school today (Midland Middle) and love it. The kids are tough at time but I've also showen up at the end of the year and they're not very motivated right now. Mr. Jones the teacher, is a great guy and very organized but I feel like he thinks I'm getting ( Read more... )

Good news!! I GOT AN A IN MUSIC APPREC!!! Yay!! I was totally not expecting an A and anticipated a B for the class. I really needed this good news!! Now if I did well enough on my American gov't test I should have a B in there and should hopefully expect all A's and B's. Well, unless music theory knocks me down...I didn't do so well on the test.... ( Read more... )

I feel slightly like I'm becoming more and more out of control. My grades are not what I wish for, even though they are not bad compared to many but still...I think I set my standards high, but are they too high? Then again, I look at others and they seem to be getting those high grades, I just feel like I'm not nearly as talented as many others. I ( Read more... )

Pretty much life sucks right now... I am really sick, not the little sniffles and coughing sick but now have the temperature, dizzyness, stuffed up nose, really don't feel well sick! This sucks! I have no energy and can't focus on barely anything 'cause all I want to do is crawl back in to bed. I slept about 12 hrs last night which was a big help ( Read more... )

So, why the hell am I soooos stupid. I went out last night and drank way to much and now I'm not feeling well and haven't gotten anything done!!! ahhhh!!! I have soooo much work to do!!!! I'm going to be freaking out. On top of all this, the boy I have been talking to hasn't spoken to me today yet, and I'm afraid he might be a little worried about ( Read more... )

Well today was a great day, and man did I need it. After teaching at the middle school my enthusiasm for teaching was rejuvinated so I've been really happy and motivated to work again. I wouldn't have given a million bucks for that class, they were not the most well behaved students or brightest but I loved it. One of the students even gave me a ( Read more... )

So that I don't sound like I'm whining all the time and not emo, here is something good! I have a B in the American Gov class which I thought I was going to fail, now it's up to this last test to keep the B. Yay for those small blessings. I'm extremely tired today though but it's my own fault, I stayed up til 4 am talking to a crazy boy....what the ( Read more... )

I'm starting to question why I transferred to Columbus. I can not keep up and when I do feel like I somewhat on track something will happend and I'm behind again. Rarely do I find myself happy anymore. People that you believe are your friends end up being your worst enemies. And lately, I just feel like a failure at all that I do. If there's not ( Read more... )