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oh my God oh my God
it has been 5 days. oh my God oh my God. i'm hating myself for the decisions i make. all i want to do is talk to you, and i can't because that wouldn't get us any where..how am i supposed to get over you-you're all that is on my mind. but it's not right. the timing is off. and i keep telling myself in a few years maybe it won't..we'll have grown ( Read more... ) -
finding signs
so i checked my mail today and i always get these awful junk horoscopes that are vague enough to apply to my life but insane enough so that i would never follow their advice..something about desire, a lover, handcuffs anyone? really though it makes me wonder what would happen if ..we did follow horoscopes that if they were previews, brief glimpses ( Read more... ) -
if you touch her neck just right, she sings...
don't smile like you know what i'm thinking ( Read more... ) -
HEY HEY HEY!!!
well I was just looking at this and I haven't updated it in like FOREVER!!! not that it really matters only two of you are reading it anyhow (you know who you are......cough....gina & kel)!! so what's up??? I haven't been up to much...i'm in the 4th week of my 3rd quarter, so i got brand new classes a couple weeks ago..yeah i'm sick of them all ( Read more... ) -
Should Be Studying...
I should be studying for my final for tmw but i'm not...not yet it's only 10:17 so i've still got a good 3 hours or so......Dude I'm feeling lost, lost and confused and pissed off... and half the time i don't even know why..it's so upsetting...Maybe i'm going CRAZY!!! muhahaha no i don't think so, the world's probably going crazy muhahaha..okay i' ( Read more... ) -
I Don't Know
You know how sometimes you seem so sure of yourself and so confident.. and everything just seems all around good..then five minutes later you run across someone that makes your stomach drop to your knees and your heart skip a beat in your chest? i hate those days!!!! Life's confusing one minute i think i know all the answers and the next i'm ( Read more... ) -
It's a Tuesday
Went home this weekend, it was good..now back at home..it's really weird I'm not sure which is home anymore the dorm or my house...so currently I am "home from home" (which is also a cd by melincollin for those who didn't know)..just doing homework and trying to get to bed at a decent hour..been playing the guitar quite a bit and now my fingers ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
WELL GOING HOME ON FRIDAY. WAY EXCITED! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! today i had an exam in health..it was okay, i studied for like 6 hours last night; which means i had to miss the superbowl!!! (Damn!) cuz i like football so much..lol..Well i joined the creative writing club on campus and that's pretty much the only new thing in my life lol - ( Read more... ) -
should be doing hw but...
well back at college...home sweet home...ehh lol..i should be doing my homework but i'm not..i will soon..have class tmw at 10 a.m. and i'm definately getting a job definately definately!!! well this is something i wrote a while ago just thought i'd put it on ( Read more... ) -
1 a.m. tuesday morning
hey just got this account we'll see how it is!