Should Be Studying...
I should be studying for my final for tmw but i'm not...not yet it's only 10:17 so i've still got a good 3 hours or so......Dude I'm feeling lost, lost and confused and pissed off... and half the time i don't even know why..it's so upsetting...Maybe i'm going CRAZY!!! muhahaha no i don't think so, the world's probably going crazy muhahaha..okay i'll stop with the muhahaing ......I just feel like there's all these things i want to be, and i want to do, and i've gotta find myself and figure out what i want to do... and if i figure out what i want to do i've gotta do it..and i have to make good money doing it...and i have to be happy doing it...and every time i see anyone their like "so what do you want to be?" like when i grow up.. and it's like "I want to write" ohh can you make money doing that? what do you mean write? like in a newspaper? or in a magazine??? or books??? and i'm like "books, i think maybe, wait no, yes, maybe" cuz i donno...i'm 18..i don't have to know!!!!!!!! but i have to get a job, and i have to make money somehow.....
i guess we'll see how in time...
i guess we'll see how in time...