I'm ready to just let go anymore... to just not care about anything or anyone anymore, because all it leads to is hurt. I don't want to hurt anymore, I don't want to fight and yell and scream and holler anymore. But I don't want to be alone either. My biggest fear is... to die alone... and anymore I feel like that's exactly what's going to happen. ( Read more... )

Why can't he want me like I want him to want me? Is it that hard for him to love me and care about me? I really wish I knew what to do or what to say that could make him realize that this is where he belongs. I mean I look into his eyes and no matter how mad i am at him, I know that I belong right there with him. God I hate this! I have him a few ( Read more... )

LIMP BIZKIT LYRICS ( Read more... )

I saw this and loved it ( Read more... )

So Chris successfully got himself arrested last night... stupid... why can't he just listen to me ever!? I tried to warn him, I tried to tell him that this was going to happen, that sometimes you just have to walk away... did he hear any of that? No of course not. Now he's sitting in jail, where he's been since like 9:30pm last night... I hate this ( Read more... )

So have you ever had to let go of someone that you didn't really want to? Just watch all of your hopes and dreams with them just go right down the drain? Hurt so bad knowing that you have to just walk away, because it's the only thing that can really fix things anymore? God I hate this! You know I really thought that if I gave him time that he'd ( Read more... )

i am so done with Chris... I can't do this anymore. I am so tired of being upset and crying. It's just not worth it anymore to me. I can't continue to put myself through this for the sake of nothing. Things aren't going to change, he's not going to change, and it's just not worth it anymore. All i wanted was for us to be happy and apparently he can ( Read more... )

2 die, 5 escape when truck hits canal ( Read more... )

Promising student, beloved son dies in car accident ( Read more... )

So yeah so I've found this amazing guy who I would work so well with if he'd just let me in! Chris and I have been dating for a few weeks now and I keep thinking things will get easier... but you know what... they just don't seem to. And yes, i will be the first to admit that I have had an attitude and been moody, but what am i supposed to do when ( Read more... )