Unbelievable...
So Chris successfully got himself arrested last night... stupid... why can't he just listen to me ever!? I tried to warn him, I tried to tell him that this was going to happen, that sometimes you just have to walk away... did he hear any of that? No of course not. Now he's sitting in jail, where he's been since like 9:30pm last night... I hate this. I want to help him, I wish I could help him, and yet I can't do anything. I've called the jail like a billion times today. I should have it on speed dial... they should know me by name. And yet still no answers... call back in 2 hours... call back in the morning... call back at 4pm... I'm so tired of calling back... why can't anyone answer my questions! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I just want to scream right now! My head hurts... my stomach hurts... i feel so bad because I can't help him... why does it have to seem like you're so helpless when it comes to stuff like this!? God I hope he's ok... I hope this isn't as bad as I think it will be... I hope it doesn't effect Lane... God I just want eveything back to like it was! What do I have to give up to go back to yesterday morning and make sure none of this happens?