i wish i was both young and stupid
then i too could have the fun that you did
till it was time to pony up what you bid

so you can make a killing
oh you can make a killing

i could follow you and search the rubble
or stay right here and save myself some trouble
or try to keep myself from seeing double

or i could make a killing
yeah i could make a

i am in a foreign college or high school. i tour the halls with someone who is presumably a friend of mine, and she walks me to the theater. i realize i am backstage and there is some sort of play going on. i look over to ask my friend about it, but she has disappeared.

a middle aged woman with a microphone and a clipboard approaches and grabs my ( Read more... )

"I've always had a wild streak, it starts with a throbbing in the temple and then a slide into craziness I can recognise but can't control. Can control. Had controlled for years until I met Louise. She opened up the dark places as well as the light. That's the risk you take."

hyperventilation, faintness, anxiety, paranoia ( Read more... )

I bought this on ebay:


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"Here at San Francisco Homeless Services Coalition, we believe that engaging in a one-on-one discussion with the public is the best way to educate them about the homeless problem. That's why we are currently recruiting several Outreach Organizers to approach passers-by and get them involved in our cause. The average salary of an Outreach Organizer ( Read more... )

First job interview on Monday with the San Francisco Homeless Services Coalition. Also, an opportunity for a part time internship with Small Press Distribution in Berkeley.

Nervous. Excited. Mostly excited.

Wish me luck!

but you're the same. you kept it from me. honesty this and honesty that.

i don't know what to do. i keep thinking about it.

i'm ready to move away and learn some new street names and restaurants. i don't mind that the new bus system will most likely confuse the hell out of me for the first month ( Read more... )

i made it ten miles high.

i'm getting closer all the time.