it's getting worse

[auntyoptisme]

hyperventilation, faintness, anxiety, paranoia

Comments

[mr_young_one]

Hey, I'm in Poland. People are crazy here. Go to San Francisco. People get used to things, it's anticipation that will get you. Really, go to San Francisco.

[oxymorena]

i was in SD for two seconds. almost called you. but then, for what, when you are in Poland? bastard.

[mr_young_one]

Just in case she wanna play, get up in that bitch face and tell her Ghost said take your clothes off

[auntyoptisme]

i decided to go to la to recover my sanity a little. i appreciate the advice, though.

[willith]

Yuss, don't do it! You're too sane to live there. A lot of people are leaving the city now anyway.

[obscured]

that happened to me, too.

[auntyoptisme]

really? you decided not to move to san francisco?

[obscured]

yep. i was going to go to grad school up there, but every time i went, i felt this clenching thing. and then i had a meltdown in dolores park, and realized i wanted to be a person instead of a student. and that i needed to move to a place without any big memories in it already. i don't know.
feeling trapped is a lot scarier than feeling aimless.

[auntyoptisme]

yeah, i know what the clenching thing feels like. it happens when i know something's wrong for me. i hope you were happy with your decision. thanks for sharing the experience, it makes me feel less crazy for giving up the city and my job.

[watering_can]

are you still going home on thursday? I'm leaving friday or sat. depending on when i feel up to the drive and the heat...

i think you'll be fine in san francisco. don't let your body over think it for your heart.

say goodbye before you leave, i'll miss your fried egg kitchen smell yogurt queen :)

[oxymorena]

let's grab some kind of comfort drink/food. have a chat.