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Finally...
At last. No, not that my love has come home or anything like the song. At last, I AM FINALLY ENROLLED IN COLLEGE! I'm, like crazy happy right now. You know, the really good kind of crazy I rarely get to be anymore. I don't even know where my weight is today, and for once, I just don't care because even if I gained a pound, it won't dent the sense ( Read more... ) -
It Just Keeps Getting Better and Better...
So...how have you all been? Good? Bad? Fucking on the edge of losing your fucking mind like moi? Great! Ah, how to begin...
Well, it started when my birth parents decided to fuck without protection for whatever reason...wait...too far back...let's redo this...
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So I'm finally trying an LJ Cut...
because some of the journals i frequent request you use them for certain types of posts. that makes perfect sense, so here we go...
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My resolutions...
so i told the family i would not be making any resolutions. yeah, i lied. i have quite a few of them, some set in stone and some negotiable. here they are:
1) reaching my target weight of 115 lbs while also toning my body into something really beautiful. i finally want to feel like i have achieved something. that would include at least 3 days a week ( Read more... ) -
Ahhh...
It's extremely cold here today in BFE. So cold, our well froze, so the SO had to go to great lengths to heat the pipes (by lowering a diesel heater into the shaft and warming up the pipes. So now, we have water, but the shower drain upstairs is clogged and we can't quite tell why. I was so tired last night (taking 2 Temazepam & 1 Trazodone), I only ( Read more... ) -
Ups & Downs...
So, I started my period Tuesday. I was wise enough NOT to weigh myself around that time because I knew that I was retaining water like a pool and the scale would not be kind. Plus, I am sure with all the extra calories I had been eating, there was a pound or two of REAL fat in there somewhere. I've been cleaning a lot lately, more so than usual-- ( Read more... ) -
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After falling off the wagon the day before yesterday (and letting it run me right over) with my food intake, I restricted big time yesterday. Partially on purpose, and partially because I was too busy to take the time out to eat. I'm going to do a 2-day liquid fast, and then try blackswan1983's idea of the large calorie intake to jumpstart my ( Read more... ) -
Falling off the proverbial wagon...
So I weighed 122 about 2 days ago (or was that 1 or 3).
I finally slept last night after 36 hours of absolutely NO sleep.
I cleaned like there was no tomorrow.
I spent 2 days of eating less than 500 calories.
Then last night happened.
I took a nap for about an hour and a half. I woke up thoroughly depressed, especially after seeing my awesome step- ( Read more... ) -
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Here is a poll that I created just for shits and giggles. All my friends out there, feel free to answer honestly!
Peace out.
Poll The Bitch Question... -
Grr....
hello ladies!
i gained 2 lbs. my period is just now ending and was heavier than usual (7 days, 5 of which were pretty intense bleeding) and even though i was doing a lot of housework, i am now at 126. i am pretty sure my calorie intake is under 1000, but i should lower it to 800. especially now that i am supposed to be one of the bridemaids in my ( Read more... )