My resolutions...
so i told the family i would not be making any resolutions. yeah, i lied. i have quite a few of them, some set in stone and some negotiable. here they are:
1) reaching my target weight of 115 lbs while also toning my body into something really beautiful. i finally want to feel like i have achieved something. that would include at least 3 days a week of working out, at the most 5. i know my limits and are willing to work within him.
2) finding a job. that is so important to me right now--i have to become financially independent if i truly want to find independence emotionally and mentally.
3) attempting again to get enrolled college. i had this idea last year, and almost made it (if it weren't for the assholes at my SO's job making him relocate). yes, i still will most likely pick a safe, sensible career (such as medical transcriptionist or medical billing), which will make me a decent amount of cash. but i also plan on trying to sell some of my artwork again. i don't know, maybe i will find the correct market and everything will fall into place.
4) looking my best physically. that not only ties into number 1, it's also concerning the other little things i tend to nelgect. i am naturally a tomboy who doesn't give 2 shits about whether my nails are prefectly manicured, my feet pedicured or my skin as smooth as a baby's ass. i don't even take that much time with my hair most of the time. so we purchased a new hair dryer (it was a bargain with the flatbrush, styling nozzle and clips) and actually making sure i wear the makeup i own (it's probably mostly out of date...) is work at least 3 times a week. caring about the physical tends to lift the spiritual. maybe? we'll find out.
5) of course, sticking to a strict eating regimen. what is the sense of exercising if the fuel going in is essentially crap? exactly. momma knows better.
6) using the calendar/planner i bought. it's very nice and if i use that and my lists, how can i possibly fail to keep up with chores or anything else? not at all, that's how.
i have some other things in the back of my mind, but they are not priorities...and if i achieve these, those other resolutions might just happen of their own accord.
Peace out.
1) reaching my target weight of 115 lbs while also toning my body into something really beautiful. i finally want to feel like i have achieved something. that would include at least 3 days a week of working out, at the most 5. i know my limits and are willing to work within him.
2) finding a job. that is so important to me right now--i have to become financially independent if i truly want to find independence emotionally and mentally.
3) attempting again to get enrolled college. i had this idea last year, and almost made it (if it weren't for the assholes at my SO's job making him relocate). yes, i still will most likely pick a safe, sensible career (such as medical transcriptionist or medical billing), which will make me a decent amount of cash. but i also plan on trying to sell some of my artwork again. i don't know, maybe i will find the correct market and everything will fall into place.
4) looking my best physically. that not only ties into number 1, it's also concerning the other little things i tend to nelgect. i am naturally a tomboy who doesn't give 2 shits about whether my nails are prefectly manicured, my feet pedicured or my skin as smooth as a baby's ass. i don't even take that much time with my hair most of the time. so we purchased a new hair dryer (it was a bargain with the flatbrush, styling nozzle and clips) and actually making sure i wear the makeup i own (it's probably mostly out of date...) is work at least 3 times a week. caring about the physical tends to lift the spiritual. maybe? we'll find out.
5) of course, sticking to a strict eating regimen. what is the sense of exercising if the fuel going in is essentially crap? exactly. momma knows better.
6) using the calendar/planner i bought. it's very nice and if i use that and my lists, how can i possibly fail to keep up with chores or anything else? not at all, that's how.
i have some other things in the back of my mind, but they are not priorities...and if i achieve these, those other resolutions might just happen of their own accord.
Peace out.