oh my god oh my god oh my god I can't sleep. As in, every night around 11 or 12, which is pretty early I guess, I start to feel way exhausted and like it's time to go to bed, around 1 or 2 I realize I have either woken up or have just been lying in bed awake this whole time, get upset, maybe make phone calls, draw or make music a little bit but ( Read more... )

i need a job and there's one that i can probably have but not until june and then im a little bit scared of it and also stuff i need to do in the nearer future than that but it is unclear. The problem is that I'm really picky about jobs because in the last year i've pretty much only had jobs that fell into my lap and were amazing, but i've spent a ( Read more... )

Something sort of awful happened, and it pushed my life back into a dynamic where there are high highs and low lows rather than everything just feeling sort of ok and unfocused. i feel happy and interested about being alive. and a bit lonely. I've been waking up at 6 in the morning, which rules. i'm much better at early in the morning than late ( Read more... )

i moved to the fort. and i work a lot. I am being sort of a recluse right now. I just woke up from a scary dream. it was weird because usually waking up from bad dreams feels like a releif, but this one I kept thinking about for a little bit and the more I thought about it the scarier it got ( Read more... )

I am curious:
what time does your job start in the morning? (if it does start in the morning, or doesnt.)
how long does it take you to get there?
what time do you wake up?
how many hours a day do you work?
what time do you get home?
around what time do you go to bed?

our roomate hyacinth is quitting her job at whole foods and moving to london ( Read more... )

I am still awake ( Read more... )

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I went for a nice walk today, and glued some things together, and melted some plastic ( Read more... )