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i need a job and there's one that i can probably have but not until june and then im a little bit scared of it and also stuff i need to do in the nearer future than that but it is unclear. The problem is that I'm really picky about jobs because in the last year i've pretty much only had jobs that fell into my lap and were amazing, but i've spent a lot of time unemployed also and having too much free time makes it harder to use it productively and doesnt feel good.
I am moving soon, to alana and eleanor and marcia and aminas house and that is going to be really good I think
I am making a sculpture for the first time in a while and it is very big and wanting to make sculptures feels like its a really rediculous condition. not the worst condition i have. probably the strangest. i mean come on what are you doing kate, get a job. no i cant i need to spend like upwards of ten hours gluing little pieces of paper together and feeling a little like a zombie. what is it? im not going to tell you.
i tried not to hit a pedestrian the other day only they wouldnt move so i swerved and hit them and fell real bad and am really lucky i didnt break any of my bones or my head with no helmet or die but it really shook me up and made me feel all weird and easily startled and then there was a show at my house
i am going to move and things are going to change soon i just know it
I am moving soon, to alana and eleanor and marcia and aminas house and that is going to be really good I think
I am making a sculpture for the first time in a while and it is very big and wanting to make sculptures feels like its a really rediculous condition. not the worst condition i have. probably the strangest. i mean come on what are you doing kate, get a job. no i cant i need to spend like upwards of ten hours gluing little pieces of paper together and feeling a little like a zombie. what is it? im not going to tell you.
i tried not to hit a pedestrian the other day only they wouldnt move so i swerved and hit them and fell real bad and am really lucky i didnt break any of my bones or my head with no helmet or die but it really shook me up and made me feel all weird and easily startled and then there was a show at my house
i am going to move and things are going to change soon i just know it