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Blah
"Why'd you disappear from my life? I'm mad at you!"
I don't really care. And stop acting like you do.
It sure is boring disappearing from people's lives. But then again, I don't get hurt as much.
"I think of it being like the mark of Cain. You don't make many friends, but nobody hurts you as much, either." -
Humans
Fucking people man. I know I'm being redundant, but shit. -
(Untitled)
I've recently fully accepted that no matter close you seem to get to people, and no matter how many times they say they love you and they'd do anything for you, they always disappoint. I always say that the only consistence that humans have are being totally unpredictable, and these past few months have done nothing but prove me 100% correct ( Read more... ) -
Downfall
I don't know what's going on. I thought I was feeling better just to fall into another state of mind that I don't want my mind to be in. I hate people, but I want them to talk to me. I don't want to hang out with anyone, but I want people to notice that I'm not around. I thought I cut off my emotions to stuff that was unnecessary only for it to ( Read more... ) -
Just keep swimming...
I haven't written in a while. I guess my mind has been in a constant state of business that it really had no time to think of stupid shit, ha. That's always a good thing...
Life's been pretty good to me (or is it I've been pretty good myself? Whatever.) and I'm enjoying it. I like to see the hard working side of me coming out and actually trying to ( Read more... ) -
Conclusion
I'm come to the conclusion that I can't do drugs alone anymore. Not only is it a shitty feeling, I don't have anyone to chill with and partake in the activity anymore. -
Say it loud...
okay, I'm not black, but I'm proud. I'm proud that I'm actually beginning to like myself for who I am, flaws and all. I still might be a long way from my dream, but I hope this little movement forward I have keeps me propelled to the future ( Read more... ) -
Guardian
I recently came to the discovery that someone has actually been keeping a close eye on me. It's just...it's not from someone I expected. Much to my relief (or is it dismay), someone is actually taking time out of their busy day to make sure I'm doing alright, chugging forward, all that jazz. Thing is...it's my ex-girlfriend. Should I keep it and ( Read more... ) -
Happy New Years!
I'm gonna say it in advance since I'll probably be too drunk tonight. -
Record Breaking
I got told by two girls in one hour that, "I just wanna be friends."
Record? I think so.