Feb 11, 2009 22:20
I don't know what's going on. I thought I was feeling better just to fall into another state of mind that I don't want my mind to be in. I hate people, but I want them to talk to me. I don't want to hang out with anyone, but I want people to notice that I'm not around. I thought I cut off my emotions to stuff that was unnecessary only for it to come back and hit me in the face tenfold.
I know it sounds like I have sand in my vag. Thing is, I don't think anybody could relate to what my problem is, so fuck off.
Oh, and close friends? Please. After three years of silence because of a dude, you think a month of hanging out is gonna make us close friends? I barely know you, you barely know me.