Say it loud...

Jan 08, 2009 00:26

okay, I'm not black, but I'm proud. I'm proud that I'm actually beginning to like myself for who I am, flaws and all. I still might be a long way from my dream, but I hope this little movement forward I have keeps me propelled to the future.

It's weird, feeling like you're growing up. I swear I've felt this before, but time and again there have been situations that just thrust me back to my childish ways. I wish I could say to myself, "Aron, this time is for real. You're gonna stop being a brat and grow the fuck up." But what if an unexpected situation comes up again? I'm glad the people around me constantly test me and keep me on my toes (even if they don't know they're doing it). I like constant evaluations.

Unless, of course, the unexpected situation is actually a zombie invasion, in which I'm 100 steps ahead of the games. I'm pretty sure all the nerds worldwide are in the same boat with me. (Remember, a blade never needs to be reloaded.)

So here's to a New Year. Hopefully, a new and better me. And a new and better you all! But no matter how, what or where you guys are, I'll love you for being you. Just stay true to yourselves.

ramblings of another night

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