Well, thinking about that girl. And she's hot. Even though I'm gay, that's obvious. God, I hate her. JUST KIDDING. There's always a tempting reason to feel insecure ( Read more... )

I had a wonderful audition day yesterday!! Horray!

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I'm pretty high strung. My psychologist told me that my depression was my way of coping with my high anxiety. Haha... I guess that is as good a guess as mine. I don't know why I wrote that... it just came out ( Read more... )

Had a nice long day of intermittent practice yesterday. Scale of the day, Eb. I am noticing my high register coming out much easier and my low register is much more flexible ( Read more... )

Long Tones went well today. I decided to sit down and read while practicing today. I did tone exercises from the book, "De La Sonorite," by Marcel Moyse. Not the first time I have read through it, but I have not set eyes on anything but the first exercise in a very long time ( Read more... )

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I miss practicing like this! Can't wait to get into the UoP Conservatory. My audition is in 3 weeks and I am going to make it for sure. I am working for the scholarship money. I can't afford to be in private school debt after music school ( Read more... )

I will have the mental fortitude to both work and live my life.

OK, woke up and showed up at work... took Bryce and Alyssa out of class to rehearse What Child is This? They did so well... Bryce is such a talented little flute player. He worked up those two pages in a couple weeks and sounded great. Alyssa also did very well on the clarinet. I sent them back to class to do their 4th grade party cause they ( Read more... )

Last night, I went over to George's house in my bum clothes. Laundry day... 100 pages of reading to get done. Didn't shave, forgot to put on deodorant, wearing my plastic shoes with the air holes on top ( Read more... )