soo dont you hate it when you are good friends with someone and then you stop hanging out ( Read more... )

10 LASTS ( Read more... )

I WON MY MATCH AGAINST ACALANES TODAY!! SO EXCITING

ive been SOO busy lately i cant stand it. i feel so alone. all i do is do this and that and i just want this all to be over so i can actually have a life again. everyweekend i just sit around hoping that someone will call me and ask me to hanogut with them or atleast call to talk to me.. and no one ever does. why does it seem like im the one who ( Read more... )

so much has happened since the last time that i wrote an entry that its hard to wirte EVERYTHING in this one blog. life has been good, i love all my friends and everythign that im doing, but for some reason i still feel that want for somethign more. maybe i need therapy? who knows. im feeling kind of down... hence the fact that im writing in my ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while and i think that i shoudl fill the 7 friends i have on livejournal about my life. and for the 1 person SARAH ZELAZ who actually reads this. this past week was the busiest most stressful time ever. i had finals wed-fri and i hopefully did okay because if i didnt im literally goign to cry for like 2 weeks and not come out ( Read more... )

i wish i liked someone.

i feel ridiculous. YES. RIDICULOUS. i feel like... i dont know anything anymore and im so confused about what? yeah. dont exactly know. unwanted pressure and thoughts keep commign to my head and im like WHAT? is this joke?! sighhh hard times now everyone. i think its the year 2006 that is just intensely insane. i dont even know what to type im so ( Read more... )

soo i just read sarahs entry about LOVE. and it got me thinking... A LOT about when i will find the person im destined to be with. i could have passed on the street already or been sitting next to them on BART or something crazy like that. i also think about how ive cut myself off from persuing (sp?) that subject because of what happened last ( Read more... )

2 hours till im 16 and my parents basically tell me that im a unmotivated, self -centered, stupid idiot. THANK PARENTALS. i love you too.