Editing: 3/3 of penultimate lump.
Writing: 40k. Had a small tantrum about it being difficult this morning, but have crossed another plot hump and get to write something other than endless boning for a bit. Strong desire to just write endless detailed descriptions of people slaughtering helpless things in order to combat paralysing rage, but that ( Read more... )

Life what is going on this is alarming ( Read more... )

So what happened was, I was getting violently wound up by basically anything anyone said on the intertubes, and rather than hang around getting more angry and annoyed that my flat is about as hospitable as an iceberg, I took my butt to Pak and got some hairdye (pictures later) and then took my butt a little further to the British Library; where ( Read more... )

A blindingly un-brilliant day buoyed up by the following ( Read more... )

By which I mean it's still thundering around full of vile thoughts and feelings and making me feel sick, which is making me feel paranoid, which is making the nausea worse. A good example of how brain and body interact and exacerbate each other but one which I would like to END. NOW. PLEASE ( Read more... )

So here's a thing that's tiresome - when people rather gauchely feel the need to point out something that everyone else has been hinting around. There are different levels of this, so if everyone has been hinting very heavily and someone brightly and ironically just smashes it out of the park then it's a fair cop, because everyone ELSE was being ( Read more... )

myhappyface and I are sure of the following things ( Read more... )

Cannot write for buggery at the moment. Every word is accompanied by hours of agonising and self-flagellation and research and whining. It is most unbecoming and intensely frustrating ( Read more... )

Bird in the BathroomNot every prison has bars, and ( Read more... )

This is my 10,002nd LJ post on this journal. Considering how much more spammy I was on the old one I can only imagine how many words I have wasted on this most pernicious of timesinks. Considering I haven't written in my paper diary in about a week and still can't be arsed to play catch-up ("what have I done recently? Well, I wrote a lengthy fanfic ( Read more... )