"Did you like it, was there something you didn't like ( Read more... )

Sitting in the rafters, I eye the wool below ( Read more... )

Nails dig into palms, teeth clench, muscles tighten and the urge to lash out and scar seems a terrifingly wonderful fantasy. With each throw of the fist another shard falls from the mirrored glass and shredded images of myself surround me, lying at my feet. As I clean up the blood, sweep away the mess and step out of the private session of self ( Read more... )

Mary ( Read more... )

How I wish I could surrender my soul ( Read more... )

My moments of self worth and degredation run into each other often leaving me feeling empty and uncertain. I'm being responsible, taking care of things and doing it all sanely in the process. I'm happy; but the true feeling of it seems unreal from lack of experience lately. I fear it's only a moment, only a thought, an idea that will soon pass. ( Read more... )

Tentatively clicked the "update" link. She said it was time to update. I couldn't find a reason to do such a thing. Nothing was changing, everything about it all seemed stagnant. Repetitive as I usually say ( Read more... )

July 28 ( Read more... )

Shari's July 10

I hate people, I am fascinated by them. Detest what they are capable of and do with it.

Where and how? Why?

Are others worth the pain they so willingly inflict on others?

I'm tired of listening.

Despise the abosorbing of others.

Such ridiculous words

They ring repetitively in my mind.

Resound through my thoughts.

Invade any hope ( Read more... )

            HAPPY FOURTH Y’ALL


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