Two months. Two more months and I’m off to handle psychiatric cases in Mandaluyong for two weeks or so. And so far, I know two people, who know other people who’d gone mental after dealing with these kinds of patients. Apparently, there is a possibility that I may spend the entire summer-or my entire life-in a mental institution. Kill me now ( Read more... )

I have never really quite understood the blabbering. But then again, I wasn’t raised to gossip like Weaveworld air. And I, left alone to breathe my own warmth, suffocated terribly amid summer heat. I glistened in my own sweat that night of wanton wanting and only half-listened: as though a vulture circling above a dead man talking; and half-waited ( Read more... )

It’s strange but when I feel that almost everything is in its place, here she comes unexpectedly, appearing like a premonition ( Read more... )

Forgive me. I have been very busy. And what scares me is I let myself be busy in school.I just took my semifinal exam in my major subject yesterday. After the excruciating torture, some of my classmates called for a drink either because they were confident to know they answered pretty much all of the questions correctly or because they fucked up ( Read more... )

As much as I want to say that the reason behind the long absence is a trip around the globe, that isn’t the apparent case. I have been in the country all along. People like Les (xlesx) and Monyeen (asherah_07) have wondered and asked why I haven’t been updating/writing, and all I could ever reply was that because I have started writing on an offline journal again ( Read more... )

( there's blood in your coffee )

So today, I’m bored, and at school. I’m at the internet lab with these other people as bored as I am. Sometimes, I think boredom is contagious. But what the heck, I don’t really care ( Read more... )

She still loves me, but said it just was not meant to be.

Time to really let go now.

I am getting disturbingly addicted to Big Brother. I like it the way I like my cigarettes: you know you don’t want it but the more you stop the craving, the more intense the addiction becomes ( Read more... )

Prelim
Midterm
SemiFinals ( Read more... )