I feel myself breaking the fuck down. Like i am a worthless piece of shit without a fucking thought of my own. I am trapped i cant fucking breathe. I cant see a light at 5he end of this fuckimg tunnel all i see is weathering away in this sh8t hole im conetantly askung forhelp amdrelying on oeople 4o h2lp me bc imvsuch a fuck up. I cant even get my ( Read more... )

Well, obviously a heart full of love, a soul full of loyalty and a body full of faithfulness isn't good enough anymore. They all were right. She just wants materialistic things. That is why she wants a man now. She claims it's for an audi and nice things. What happens when she falls for him? What happened when she doesn't come home? What happens ( Read more... )

It's amazing the effect some dreams can have on people. My heart literally aches from the dream I had last night. I can't shake the feeling, so I'm trying to keep occupied. Unfortunately, there isn't much to do at my dad's. I don't want to take steps back. I've been doing so well.

1) Why is she lying to me about her relationship with Kim? I'm not stupid. I've known since the first few times I hung out with them together. Remember, I was once Kim ( Read more... )

My love means nothing to the one it should mean the most to. I am starting to realize it was all a farce. when you said forever, you meant when you are over it. I don't even see us being friends. Your soul is gone. Why keep me pining? Does it make you feel better about yourself? The only time you want me around is when you and "your love" is ( Read more... )

I've been believing in something so distant ( Read more... )

With the way my mind has been racing, I'm going to try to write everything in sections. More than likely, it will still end up a babbling mess ( Read more... )

Last night was rough. I spent 2hr crying non-stop. I had detailed thoughts of suicide and which day to act it out. I have never been so scared in my life. I tried reaching for help but the one person I thought I could reach out to said they could not help me and showed no compassion. In the past, I never planned how I would kill myself. I just ( Read more... )

Dear God ( Read more... )

1: never finishing college ( Read more... )