There's No Arizona
My love means nothing to the one it should mean the most to. I am starting to realize it was all a farce. when you said forever, you meant when you are over it. I don't even see us being friends. Your soul is gone. Why keep me pining? Does it make you feel better about yourself? The only time you want me around is when you and "your love" is fighting or you need someone to hang out so you can go do whatever you want. I listen to you when you stress, cry, vent. You can't do that for me. I finally tell you what's been going on and you disappear. Not the first time. So I will start the lying all over again. I will treat you as though you are an aquaintant. I'm tired of these emotions. I will do as you, lose my heart. I will be fake. emotionless, down right heartless. no matter the feelings i have for you, I will be cold. fuck you