I must've composed that last one right after waking up ( Read more... )

all I am is sad sack. In public all I am is beer enthusiasm, and fake enthusiasm. When it's fake, it's loud, so I'm just loud and pushing it too far ( Read more... )

Here I am, hurting the one I love most... Mostly because I myself am experiencing nothing but pain.

Drunk and sad. Everything feels justified. Or am I finally affording myself some slack?

Hahahahahhahha, Livejournal, accessible, yet untouched by most. My new twitter.... once upon a time, my twitter was the one not seen by any. But, Ho, lookie here... a rarely touched livejournal with a non existent friends newsfeed. Let me dish now, now that no one is watching ( Read more... )

Whoa, that last entry was bleak ( Read more... )

I have to start getting ready to leave for work ( Read more... )

Pretty much dreaming every night. Highlights include haircuts and baths, both of which I need, badly.

Today I lost a beetle I was going to put back outside. I also thought about what a transcript of my thoughts would look like and how often "tits" would occur... This happened because as I was pondering written record of my thoughts, I glanced upon a pair of huge ones. :D

So this is my life now. Nice to see you again livejournal.

I used to keep this one and physical journals on a fairly regular basis. I'm listening to God Help the Girl, and it's trigger some of this self speculation. It's been awhile since I've let it come out of me in a different medium ( Read more... )

Looking to figure out what to do with myself on these days off. I should be out in that sun. I should be talking to strangers. I should exercise... but all I really want to do is hang with Master and watch squirrels. And maybe see that PYT I like to call Ginger Farmer. Eh, my feelings towards everything changes on a daily basis. Yesterday was ( Read more... )