Yearly Check-In, Almost to the Day.
Whoa, that last entry was bleak.
Since then, I have had crush rushes, mainly due to random dreams. The rush(es?) lasted for under 2 weeks, and I can only really think of one. But I'm happy to report that the rollercoaster of emotions were very much present, and the dream dust eventually settled, so the crush reverted back into admiration, with a touch of attraction. Nothing too serious to comment on...except I want those wonky feelings back, irrelevant to reality, but affected it nonetheless. Bittersweet longing of the time together in dreamland, which amusingly involved napping.
Maybe more lj in less than a year this time. It's a weird day at work, and I'm dawdling.
Since then, I have had crush rushes, mainly due to random dreams. The rush(es?) lasted for under 2 weeks, and I can only really think of one. But I'm happy to report that the rollercoaster of emotions were very much present, and the dream dust eventually settled, so the crush reverted back into admiration, with a touch of attraction. Nothing too serious to comment on...except I want those wonky feelings back, irrelevant to reality, but affected it nonetheless. Bittersweet longing of the time together in dreamland, which amusingly involved napping.
Maybe more lj in less than a year this time. It's a weird day at work, and I'm dawdling.