I used to be me ( Read more... )

i'm here bleeders, once more, ready to slice open that vein of emotional whorish needs and share with you my pains, my joys, my sorrows and ideals ( Read more... )

Where are my emotions? Where is that lift, that magical raise given by the power of life. Where is my soul? A little over a year ago my emotions, everything I am drained out of me without reason ( Read more... )

sometimes, when we're afraid, we huddle like sad children in the night inside ourselves and turn left when we know right is the way so go. we do it because we're afraid. we do it because we can't handle success ( Read more... )

Don’t ask why
Don’t ask how
Don‘t go away
Not again, not now
Let dreams live
In the sunlight
Let them grow
Hold on to me
Whether I go

And I will be with you
Where-ever you are...

I am officially retiring from dating and it's not because I've found anyone ( Read more... )

( My Interests Collage! )

And the nightmare abounds ( Read more... )

I have opened and created my first myspace account.

yeah, i know, i'm way behind.

anyways, i'm going to be posting to both it and this - but i know some of you are doing the same so i'd like to add you there too... so i don't lose anyone.

over there i am http://www.myspace.com/horussemerkhet over there

hope i see you.

good god. I go, I hang out with someone and watch a fucking movie. While I'm there my phone rings and I don't hear it ring. I call back and let my mother know I'm just watching a movie and I'm alright (I was going to meet a new friend and Mom's the master of paranoia). Then, after seeing Dogville - getting lost in down-fucking-town south bend ( Read more... )